3/21/26
i masturbated like 9 times in a row today. i hate my life. i hate sexuality, i wish i had no concept of sex, sometimes i wish i was like a barbie doll. i hate porn too, i wish i was never exposed to it. i stay up all night. im unemployed, maybe i should get a nightshift job. but it'll just make my rent go up since im on public housing.
i asked him for a selfie and he sent me a dick pick he made for someone else. i pretended to like it.